Lord Jesus the Saviour

by ROYSTON
Thursday, 6 May, 2010 10:18 AM

Peace be upon you,

First of all, I would like to thank you for giving me the chance to share my experience privately. I wasn't a good Catholic before and yet I don't think I have the right to call myself a good Catholic at the moment. (Only God have the right to judge me). Yes I go to the church, I sing along with others in the church, I listen to the priests' preach, but when I went out of the church, I forgot all that. I realize what's wrong and what isn't. But still, I did it on purpose & I was sound while committing the sins. 5 years ago, my mother passed away. I was so sad and I live in numbness. At that moment, I try to be close to God. I pray all the time. I recite the Rosary all night. Unfortunately, it wasn't last long. I started to commit sins again & again. I still remember that I didn't go to the church for couple of months and didn't go for Confession. I totally lost at that time. This year, during Easter, I tried to change and I did, but only for few weeks. I broke my promises that I made to God. Recently, God decided to take everything away from me. He took my niece away from this cruel world. At first, I was so upset and I ask God why He did all this to my family and me? Why did He take my niece away from us? She is still young and she has bright future ahead. I totally lost control of my mind & I hated God so much at that time. But fortunately, in God's will, I change slowly. I started reading Holy Bible, I started reciting the Rosary again, and this few days, I accidentally found & read some testimonies of those who had the vision of Heaven and Hell. After reading them, I started thinking that all the things that just happened in my life happens for lots of reason and on top of them, I realized that God want me to go back to His teachings and stop committing sins anymore. He wants me to leave a sinful life and become a good Catholic. He really wants to save me from the dark & evil Hell. I must admit that I am so lucky that God gives me so many times & chances to change, to become a good Christian, to become a good lamb of His. I thank God so much & I am so grateful that I was given the chance to change others & myself. I know I am not going to blow this change again & I hope and pray all the time that God will give me strength & patience in my battle & journey of spreading His good words & teachings. His loves towards me can・t be described by words. How humble He is that He will to give so many chances to me. I am neither a pastor nor member of the Church, but still, He humbly helps me save myself from Hell.

From now on, let us praise Him & pray all the time & anywhere. (Even while driving). Not only that, we must live the life that He wants us to live. Always remember that heaven or hell is not a choice. Never. And always remember that there・re only 2 rules:

1) Don・t forget to pray & don・t forget to practice / apply them in our daily life;
2) Never ever ever forget Rule No.1.

That・s all from me and TQVM. God loves you.!!!